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sheesssshhh, dun u noe what is that??
its a french word means i love you
so, tell me, what do u noe bout love?
is it love between two peeps?
with whom?
xsemestinya ngn lover
there are a lot type of love
love towards god
love towards country
love towards family
love towards frens
n lot more kalo nk list pun!
but the greatest one is
love towards lover
hmm, for me love is sumthing u cant describe
something u cant show it
cant even say it with words
if u ask me to say i love you
i can comfirm u i can say it but cant say it with all my heart
only 5% is given out
hahaha, pathetic rite??
myb im tooo ego kot
susah sket laa nk cakap i love u sepenuh hati mcm mane ati i rase
i jns xtunjuk
i cant show, maybe becoz of my parents never teach me how to show it kot
when we living extreme life, suddenly we want to change it to dull life
trust me, sape yang boleh wea? tell me
kalau boleh pun, it takes a longggggg time to adapt
rite?
so, if i said i love you
pecaya laa bahawa i really love u n syg u
if i said i miss u, means i really miss u
im not the one who simply said i miss u or i luv u to those who say it to me first
so back to our track,
i cant describe how much i luv my bf
becuz he's living deepppp inside my heart 
smpai i syg die sepenuh hati n xsanggup nak jauh ngn die
it seems like he mcm ragu2 wether i sayang die ke x
sayang, believe me, among all
u are the greatest one.
u are one of the reason i live in this world
u r my air to breath
pecaya atau x, kite da sbln da couple
jarum jam berputar mengikut arah jam
without realising it, we getting old
kadang2 tu rase macam nak shout je kate 
TIME, CAN YOU PLS SLOW DOWN?!!!
I CANT TAKE THIS ROLLER COASTER RIDE
cepat sgt laa!
tp xpe, as long as i can live happily ever after dgn u
sumtimes argue dgn u things yg xpatut argue
hahaha, seriusly, i miss u already
i wanna meet u
nanti oke, kite klua shopping
u teman i, i nak g bli baju for my annual dinner
oyeaaahhh~
kalau la annual dinner tu mcm prom nite bleh bawak partner
im gonna bring u n introduce u to all my fren
that u r my prince charming
(terimagine plak u pakai ala2 edward dlm twilight time bawak bella pegi prom nite)
omg!! so hott!! 
hahaha, see, skg da living in my creative world da
(bak kata sir govindan)
hehehe. i think thats all la
malas la nak cite pjg2
FULLSTOP.
p/s i miss u sayang

     

crazy memories!

duhhh~
korg bace mmg laa xtau whats with the tajuk
tp kalo org yg bace tu tau laa why. hehee
ermm, dunno where to start
i used to hate *unoewho*
but then when we have bout "this" talk
im changing my mind
im saying that "unoewho" is the best!
the GREAT kot!
hahaha. over laa pulakk.
then day passes by
we getting closer n closer until we shared our private secret
fuhhh
how close is that?!!
u noe it rite!
day passed by we getting more closer n closer smpai xtau ape mksd jauh tu bg kitorg
hahaha. kitorg da mcm particle dlm solid tu
no space at all, ad pon skit je
hahahhaa, dlm class crapping everyday
talk non stop, fooling around, laughing like hell
people cm menyampah gak aa
who care woii!! as long as kitorg happy
for what nk kisah pasal org all
ouh yaa, *unoewho* actually is a girl
surprise rite. yahh, i dun deny that people used to call us lesbian
uhhh, hello. this is our life woii
dun kepo laaa. our life, our privacy, our legacy
kahkah. oiii what crapping laa!
no i mean i dun care people call me lesbian or what
bcoz im the one who knows what the hell is going on
biase laa, when we have a talk with sumone we close
dari hati-ke-hati
sape nak deny kan yg korg bleh rapat smpai xbleh nk jauh
memories all well kept
there are the ups n the downs
mase form 4 kitorg totally on top of the mountain
kalo bleh nk wat mountain sendiri yg paling tggi so that kitorg bleh berdiri kat atas tu
hahahha. unfortunately, mase form 5
ohhh gooddd. u noe it rite
cant forget that too! urrggghhhh
that time we totally deep in the sea weii
kalo bleh nk korek seafloor tu smpai reach the mantel bumi ni
hahaha, mane x nye. kitorg punye laaaaa jauhh 
mcm particle dlm gas
bkn jauh as in distance
i mean, our frenship laa
kitorg byk gado
i was like, totally hate this girl
dunno cne bleh laa kwn ngn die ni
seriusly, i bad talk u n all
yaa i admit. im sorry for that
n we have talked bout that da pun kan
until u kate im not a gud fren
mmg laa u xkate directly
but thats the meaning
u said ur fren(u tau la sape) is a true fren n all
ape my perasaan weii
i noe laa i badtalk n all
but dunno laa, im soooo mad
u noe what, when peeps mad, they cant think rationally 
kite ad thinking n emotional
when emotional take over the body, 
our thinking are not functioning
hahahha, baru blaja td doe
heyy, ape cakap pasal brain pulak
aaa, back to main story
everything end when u couple with him
seriusly, i cant accept it(u noe the reason)
by that time
my heart totally tertutup
nk trime u balik mcm dlu
but then u seems nvr care
choosing him over me
fuck 
i really hate it
urggghh!!!! smpai time spm i want to spend time with u also u said u wanna spent time with him
bullshit laa, very geram when u said that
summore u said hopefully u fhm sbb last day of school
omg, cant believe when u said that
i tot when u have bff, last day of school is about u n ur bff spending a quality time together?
i think that view totally wrong weiii
then abs laaa spm
kitorg x contact sgt
mcm ntah, ape yg nk di contact nye?
xde ape nk ckp la
kalo msg pon i rse sakit ati sgt
sbb sket2 that guy n all
urghh, u noe him afta u noe me oke
then one day u said that u guys broke up
i was like WTF?!!
AM I LIVING IN A REAL LIFE?!!
hahaha, over plak. tp serius
terkejut doe
then one day tgk2 kate i dpt plkn from 3rd batch tuka p 2nd batch
i was like
OMG, SERIUSHIT??!
i have to go doe
kem kat langkawi
place quite cool
so, bfre p plkn i met all of my fren la
termasuk u
tp for me, biase je
for her cam we r back to normal
xtau la kan, ask her the detail la
then i pegi laa menjauhkan diri(jauh la sgt) ke langkawi for 2month
from march to may
mule2 mmg boring sial plkn tu
mcm nk nangis pun ade
sbb xleh nk adapt la
kwn pun cm xtau la
xbest. then mggu kedua cmtu
i mule ckp ngn bdk2 dorm
fuhh bestt la plak plkn
seriusly doe
tmbh2 dorm kitorg plg havoc, plg byk kene histeria, plg byk mslh sume la
hahahhahaha, waaaaa i miss plkn
huhuhuu. can i turn back time n duduk kat plkn???
huhu! seriusly, i lupe pasal u when im in plkn
i fon u pon 2kali i guess
mintk tlg u check kan sumthing utk i n anta sumthing
u tau kan, hahaha
die plak msg me on weekend but i rarely reply her msg 
sbb my fon with my fren
n i totally mls nk msg n all
n one more thing
she tot i anta hp 
tp i xanta fon pun
i anta satu fon
another fon i xanta 
so kire cm xde la i xon fon
shes not messaging me sbb she tot im a busy person
haha, very funny act
then i dpt smbg blaja kat um wat foundation
so, i have to klua plkn(dgn berat atinye) pegi laa um
then mase die tgh orientation week
time tu i da 3mggu kot kat situ

i felt like, i cant loose her laa
everything i share with her
it seems like im appreciating her more that time rather than im in plkn
i said that "my life is so dull"
seriusly, she terkejut
hahaha. then since that kitorg rapat balik
lps kitorg baik tu, mcm biase
kitorg xgado mmg la xsah
huhhh, biase laa
api dgn api lg la marak
baru best weii kalo camtu
kalo xde gaduh2 mmg xkn ade memories weii
kalo nk diceritekan detail bout our frenship
kalo buku kan i rse skg ade jilid yg ke 14 kot
hahahha
so, whos ur true fren now??
ask urself wei
from the bottom of my heart
imagine im shouting on top of our mountain 
saying IM SO SORRY FOR EVERYTHING
n we are totally zero
i hope we'll be closed together like forever altho hurt sumtimes
plss laa promise me
dun laa repeat same thing
kalo x myb we have to jauh la
huhuhu
gile babi pjg post
thts all folks
FULLSTOP.
p/s i love you.

hell yeaahhh!

hurt laa bodoh!
ahhaha, not another word~
i feel like im living in a chaotic life
is itt?? ntah laa,
screw youu. i cant describe it doe
it is sumthing that 'xlehnakdescribe'
tp xpe, my 'ears' slalu ade for me
kesian them. hahaha credit to him n rumate!
yeeehhaaaaa. 
eyy, tuka topic la. mls nk ckp psl tu
aaa, my syg going to unisel nnt
sobs. bye syg. we r soooo far away
tp still leh jumpe kan. cepat la amik lesen
drive to um n fetch me n lets rock the world
hahaha. study leklok kat sane.
jgn nk pndg pomp lain ;P
u r the one of the reason i live in this world sayang
thx. errrkkk, where am i??
omg, tersasul smpai ckp ntah pape
hahaha, xpe, lgpon i dun have things nk cite sgt pon
ouhh ya, my dearest fren, *dayah* baru pkai fon
hiks, senang la nak contact die nnti. 
cant wait to balik penang meet her n hang out with eza skali
weeehuuuu, this time goin to her house then lepak kat mane2 yg best kat seberang tu
i noe yg hampe akan bz ngn keje nnti
xpe, nnti kite roger2 la k tgk bile free sume.
mcm ape yg kite rancang, ari jumaat la k.
heeeee. 
i think thts all 
sblm ak cite lebih byk bende yg sangat laa byk
bttr stop. ahax!
ok daaa! u guys rock my world!

FULLSTOP.

time passes by

pergghhhh,

today is the 1st day start sume

td ade aa taklimat pasal sains comp

xminat aa bout this course

so, for sure i xkan amik this course for my deg(hope so)

so, i bkn dga sgt ape yg die ckp

kitorg tangkap gambar

hahaha, siott je en. mentang2 dok blkg wat bende2 cmni

tangkap gmbar. mcm siot je en

hahaha, nk wat macam mane, my passion not towards this laa

so, just ignoring what he crapping kat depan tu

hahaha, gmba pon mcm siutt.

thts all folks. p/s im loving my sem 2. weeehuuuuu!! 

biipppbiiippp

sitting on the soft couch at my house(area2 setapak)
waaaaahhhh, lps ni mane nk rase da couch2 ni
esok da start sume klas laaa
omgomgomg
gileeee btul. tp start ngn lecture dlu
then ade laa sket2 taklimat from fakulti medic, engineering, sume tu
then afta 2weeks bru laa start segala lab, tutorial
yg akan wat i ni laagggiiiiiii laaaaa tiredddd
mane x nye
klas from 8 to 5
peerggghhhh
break pon 1 hour je
tp xpe, lg satu sem je.
sabaa laa ye utk 5bln
5bln je, xlame(ye la tu)
time kan flies mcm gile skrg ni
nasib baik sempat bernafas mkn minum tido mandi
and oh ya! on9.
cant wait to get back to beloved room in kolej 12
bak kate filzah bilik berhantu
hahaha, weeiii miss u laa gilaa!!
xsaba nk cite kat u hot gossip weeii
freshh dr oven!
meet u tonite!
u r the best dude!
crapping together, laughing, shouting mcm gile
ekeke.
so, we meet ya tonite!
gtg now!
p/s broadband da jd macam sial je
kacau mood nak on9 je
ohh lord, saba je la.

ngeeee

finallyyyy, i drive that myvi
ouh yaa btw my dad bought a new car
myvi biase jee bkn yg SE
so, afta 1 week kete tu dpt
finally klua pon ngn kete tu
bwk adila g anta resume abg die
then g tgk wyg
cite pisau cukur
hmm, xde laa best sgt
i mmg jrg tgk cite mlayu kt wyg
i wanted to watch time travellers wife
tp diorg ckp cite tu slow
nnt2 je la tgk if then
esok nk balik UM da
sabtu ade muet
ALAAAAAAAA~!!!
i need rest laa!
y laa pasum bg cuti this time?!!
in the middle ade muet!
arghhh
xkesian ke kt kitorg nk ulang alik
duit bkn nye byk wei!
cehh
bkn bli pkai duit ak pon
ak lak yg bsg lebih
haha
tp penat ah
da la journey 4hours
pergi balik kalo
rugi 16jam la weiihh!!
16jam tu i can go anywhere laa!
haizz!!
tired laaa
btw cant wait to meet my frennnnn!!!
waaaa, miss her so much laa!!

perrrgggghhhh

listening to : rihanna russian roulette

finally im back!
back to my hometown afta 2months(i think)
xbalik rumah
lame tu!!
huhuu. skg final da habis, cuti sem lak skg.
weeee, bru je abs final exam
afta this sambung sem 2 lak!
life become much more heavier since i was born in this world
biase laa, mane ad bnde senang dalam dunia ni
kalau ade bende senang, xde nye org nk berebut2 cari makan
even nk cari tmpt kt kedai makan pon susah
inikan nk cari tempat yg ramai org bersaing for it!
heeee
once u fall, xbermakna u akan jatuh
it just that spirit that u brought along
sum peeps fall n think they r unable to do it
rite? tell me bout it
but some peeps learn fr their past
xsemestinye org yg dpt straight A1 utk spm aritu result die in U life maintain on top
hey, lain la beb. kalo u guys put on effort n nk chase ur dream,
mmg u akn wat betul2 n get what u want
sanggup lpskan dunia luar
perrggghhh
mmg dasat aa tu
tp a REAL NERD kite jgn terkejut la
yg tu bout ap yg jd kt dunia luar pon diorg xtau(no offense)
tp xsemestinye study hard bleh berjaya
kite nk study smart
kankan. tp pape pon
for now, i dun want to think bout anything especially bout study!
soooo streessss out!
huhu, hmm. thinking bout sumthing
im missing sumthing in my life
i hope u noe it
u noe what u've done
if u really noe, i want u to come back n msg me
but if u really want to go,
ok, i accept it.
as day passes by, im waiting for ur msg
if u want to msg me
PLS DO SO
n SAID THE RIGHT WORD
forgiveness still open for u
i guess. just try n error
see whats the result
huhuhu. ily